Confession:
I’m a binge podcast listener. When I find one I like, especially when it’s one like Sips and Smacks that’s structured as a series of conversations between friends, I tend to go back to the first episode and listen chronologically. The Sips and Smacks podcast is currently perfectly suited for my listening style — there are 90 91 92 93-95 95 1I started this post a while ago. episodes, each about an hour. That’s not so many that it’s impossible to ever catch up (I’m looking at you, Pen Addict), but more than enough to get a sense of how the show, and especially the relationships between the hosts, and the hosts and their guests, have evolved.
So, in case you haven’t guessed, Sips and Smacks is a podcast about spanking by two women, Adalia and Rex, in spanking / disciplinary relationships with their partners. There’s a heavy focus on both the Daddy/Little Girl and the submissive-domestic discipline2This element makes me feel like the podcast is an extension, or, better yet, maybe an evolution, of the late Punishment Book blog. end of the scene, but in the course of all the episodes, pretty much everything gets covered/touched on.
I found Sips and Smacks in a super embarrassing way….
Something I don’t think I’ve ever written about anywhere is that, well, it’s hard for me to masturbate and almost impossible for me to orgasm.3This has always been the case. Suggestions are welcome/interesting, but like hiccup cures, I’ve likely heard them, tried them, and they haven’t worked. There is, not surprisingly, some childhood trauma is probably to blame for my rather extreme levels of sexual repression. Over the years, Paul has been bemused, amused, and exasperated when the topic comes up — happily for me, not very often. It’s not that masturbation doesn’t feel good — it’s that my brain/body instinctively stops long before I’m done. For me it’s generally not a problem
Anyway, every day 4when I remember I ask Paul if there’s something I can or should do that might make today better. Often it’s something small, like taking a walk or working in the garden. Sometimes it’s a small chore or something to pick up if I’m out shopping. Other times it’s wearing a specific uniform, one he picks out instead of me.5The ones I pick out for myself tend more toward “Catholic schoolgirl.” The ones he picks out are more likely to involve gymslips and school ties. One day though, it was to take some time before he got home and masturbate to orgasm (or as close as I can get). I can’t remember whether I froze or died of embarrassment. Maybe both.
“Are you embarrassed?”
As an answer I covered my face.
“I mean it.”
Did he?
I couldn’t think of anything else all morning. Those were some pretty useless Zoom meetings.
Once I had some time to myself I, well, tried. And tried, and tried. I had the thought that my ADHD may be so bad that I can’t even focus for very long even on… pleasuring myself.
I thought… I’ll take a walk. For inspiration I found and downloaded several spanking podcasts and started to listen. “Sips and Smacks” caught me from its first episodes. I highly recommend it. I’ve been fortunate enough to get to meet the hosts and their partners — they’re both just as fun and funny in person.
PS. It was not, however, the needed spanking fantasy fodder. For that I found this audiobook: The Domestic Discipline Quartet. It’s pretty good in a romance novel sort of way, especially if you skip over the sex and focus on the spanking.
- 1I started this post a while ago.
- 2This element makes me feel like the podcast is an extension, or, better yet, maybe an evolution, of the late Punishment Book blog.
- 3This has always been the case. Suggestions are welcome/interesting, but like hiccup cures, I’ve likely heard them, tried them, and they haven’t worked.
- 4when I remember
- 5The ones I pick out for myself tend more toward “Catholic schoolgirl.” The ones he picks out are more likely to involve gymslips and school ties.