Introductory Note: June rather than January is when the academic year changes at most colleges and universities in the United States. Academic year (AY) 2024-2025 is over; AY 2025-2026 is being rolled out. Paul left on his journey to rediscover his home in early May; I turned in my grades almost exactly a month ago today. didn’t plan it this way, but it seems a good time to take stock of where I’ve been and where I want to go.
In June 2024, after spending more than a year messing with the layout and design while trying to figure out how to blog again, I pushed the button and made “Mija’s Room” live. My (or at least Mija’s) return to the internet was largely received with silence and disinterest, much to my delight. I wanted to write but feared answering questions, especially about Paul and me, as I figured out if I can be “Mija” again. Blogging was a way to reconnect with the parts of myself that had written stories and discussions on the ass/sss newsgroups for 15 years.
That soft launch was a year ago today this month, though I didn’t formally write a “Welcome” post until the end of September, some three months later.
Since then I’ve tried to write updates regularly, though it’s been less often than I’d like. I managed to post at least once each month, except for April.1That month I did update and add to the stories and links page, but never got around to putting up an actual post. Overall, and being kind to myself, I’m happy with having put up 39 posts and more than 25 pages. It’s been great to have a place to write about kink again in a more sustained way than Twitter/BlueSky can allow. Writing about Paul and me separating and all that accompanied that was harder than I’d expected it to be, especially when it went from a two to a three body problem. I’ve appreciated the support from and reconnection with old friends and the chance to make new ones.
Going to two national (really international) parties where I saw and experienced the changes the rising generation is making, especially in the far greater racial and gender diversity, as well as their comfort with switching is more than I could have hoped for and has been fantastic.
My “Mija” goals for this coming year include:
- Write at least two posts, ideally one story and one not-story, every month
- Be more timely in replying to readers and make replies regularly on blogs and sites I read
- Develop and curate my link pages so as to encourage readers and writers
- Inventory “The Cupboard” (implements) and “The Wardrobe” (uniforms)
- Get el tercer ojo and The Punishment Book back up on the web, probably as archives rather than active sites.
- Working with Paul, get the The Treehouse back up and get two long-discussed special projects going
- Attend as many parties (national and local) as possible
- Attend Rosy Peaches and other Southern California munches
- Make new friends and reconnect with old ones
- Stop caring who knows I’m into spanking
Other goals include:
- Gett my house organized by both adding things that I want to add and clearing out the many many things I have that I “don’t find to be useful or believe to be beautiful”
- Figuring out the best way to meet my monthly expenses which are currently exceeding my incomings2This was expected and is okay. I’ve got a number of options, none of which involve selling plasma.
- Taking better care of my health, physical and mental, and all that entails, including, sadly, several surgeries
- Stay in touch with my kink and vanilla friends
- Restart calligraphy
- Get ready for my too-long-delayed sabbatical in AY 2026-2027
- Default to “no” rather than “yes” when asked to add to my work responsibilities
- Journal as well as keeping a calendar
- Don’t let the grim state of the US and world steal my joy or hope
- Do my best to be aware of ALL THE THINGS but don’t beat myself up for every mistake
Writing all of these down will help me remember them and be a gesture toward holding myself accountable.
These are pretty ambitious — I’ll see how well I can do. This is exactly the sort of sustained effort I’ve always struggled with so it will be a test for the efficacy of my ADHD therapy and treatment.
Let’s see how it goes…
- 1That month I did update and add to the stories and links page, but never got around to putting up an actual post.
- 2This was expected and is okay. I’ve got a number of options, none of which involve selling plasma.